" Psalm 119:50

My comfort in my suffering is this:
Your promise preserves my life.


Life's Battles
Fighting My Depression and Pain

Written by: S.L.Terry


"The most important of life's battles
is the one we fight daily
in the silent chambers of the soul."

David McKay














Through the advice of my family and doctor, I started to write about my pains and trials.

I have had migraines off and on since I was 13 years old. They would last about 3 to 4 days and taper off. By my mid 30's, they seem too had disappeared and I was very grateful for that.

I was enjoying life to the fullest. I was playing tennis with a good friend of mine on a steady basis and riding my bike regularly.

By the time I was 40, I was getting migraines again but only about 1 or 2 a year. I notice when I was exerting, I was getting headaches but I didn't think nothing of it.

In 2013, I was playing tennis more than ever and I had just bought a brand new $600 bike. My wife and I had just came back from a nice cruise and girls had just moved off to college. My son had recently started modeling for S&K modeling and I had a great job while furthering my education into a new field. Life was grand.

That would all change without a moment notice.

I started having headaches in August every day. I did the usual medications to try to stop them but nothing was working. They were just dull headaches. I remember thinking it was a start of a migraine but the migraine never came. Then in late September, the migraine started and it did not stop. I went to the emergency room only to get stronger meds. When that didn't work, I went again. They did all the normal test and I was cleared on anything life threatening. I was just having migraines that would not stop.

October the 8th is when I stopped working because I could not function anymore. I stayed in my room in darkness for months going back and forth to doctors. During that time, I was diagnose as having situational depression. I was embarrass and my head was throbbing. I had stopped living.

Here is a story about my fight with pain and depression. I hope I don't offend anyone. I may see things wrong but this is how I see it at the moment. Hope you enjoy and hope maybe it helps someone. And if you have any help for me, I am all ears.

This has a Christian theme to it so if you do not believe what I believe, please read anyway. Hopefully there is something you can take out of it and maybe there is something you can help me with.






INTRO      LIFE      

THE WOLF IN SHEEPS CLOTHING      LOST AND CONFUSE      GUILT      OPPORTUNITY

THE RIGHT TOOLS      BREAKING THE CYCLE      GIVING UP      A BRIGHTER DAY

TO BE CONTINUED      Conclusion      Thank you